People push you to act, so act. You’ve spent too much time erring on the side of caution. If you want progress then take bold steps.
You have a talent for creating a position where one didn’t exist before. But don’t duck the responsibility that comes with it. Both go hand in hand.
You and an antagonist aren’t as opposed as you think. If circumstances were different, you might even be friends. Try it.
Doubts may outweigh convictions, but what’s new? Continue grappling with the matter at hand. The Mars/Saturn sextile shows you’ll prevail.
It feels like you’re being forced to choose one thing, but if you back away from the situation you’ll see how you can incorporate both.
Don’t get too bummed about a setback. You’ll find in weeks to come that life is happier without the extra hassle.